Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Goodbye is too hard

My Mom left us today to go home. I've cried a few times. I think it has something to do with pregnancy because I'm not usually so emotional. But, it also has to do with the fact that I'm so far away from my family support system that I'm used to. The support is always there, just in a different way now.

She was here for 2 weeks and it just wasn't long enough! :D It kind of reminded me of the awesome sour patch kid commercials - sour. sweet. gone. - except in a different order = sweet. gone. sour.

I feel like I'm now running into a wall even though it doesn't look like there should be one there.  I need people to serve to pull me back into my own routine - any takers? really.

To Mumsy, I have to say thank you! We had so much fun and worked so hard to get a lot done! It would have taken me a month to do all the yard work we did this week. I can't thank you enough! I LOVE YOU!

And to Preston, thanks for being here for me. Unfortunately, you're not the same support as my mom, so hang in there while I get back to "normal." You are so good to me. I LOVE YOU!

To Brayden, I seriously love watching you play with your Grandy. You adore her so much! I love how you would go looking for her in the morning. You're going to miss her too and I'll try so hard to be what you need me to be. I LOVE YOU!